We'll turn off all of the lights and set this ballroom aglow.

Monday, January 31, 2005

8:19 PM

today was okay i guess?haven been feeling very good lately..dont ask me why..okay had training today..it was kinda slack..haha oh well..my mum couldnt pick me up after training today so i went home with cheryl..we crapped alot and we laughed a whole lot too..haha oh well..i dont know what to say..much love..cheers

NICKELBACK-"How You Remind Me"

Never made it as a wise man
I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealing
Tired of living like a blind man
I'm sick of sight without a sense of feeling
And this is how you remind me
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am

It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
for handing you a heart worth breaking
and I've been wrong, i've been down,
been to the bottom of every bottle
these five words in my head
scream "are we having fun yet?"

yeah, yeah, yeah, no, no
yeah, yeah, yeah, no, no

it's not like you didn't know that
I said I love you and I swear I still do
And it must have been so bad
Cause living with me must have damn near killed you

And this is how, you remind me
Of what I really am
This is how, you remind me
Of what I really am

It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
for handing you a heart worth breaking
and I've been wrong, i've been down,
been to the bottom of every bottle
these five words in my head
scream "are we having fun yet?"

yet, yet, yet, no, no
yet, yet, yet, no, no
yet, yet, yet, no, no
yet, yet, yet, no, no

Never made it as a wise man
I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealing
And this is how you remind me
This is how you remind me
This is how you remind me
Of what i really am
This is how you remind me
Of what i really am

It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
for handing you a heart worth breaking
and I've been wrong, i've been down,
been to the bottom of every bottle
these five words in my head
scream "are we having fun yet?"
yet, yet
are we having fun yet [3x]

Sunday, January 30, 2005

3:09 PM

have been lazy lately..didnt update..haha okay my auntie and uncles are here at my place making somr cny goodies..you know the one which looks like curry puffs but they are much much more smaller and inside it's peanuts..okay maybe not everyone will know what isit..o well..marilyn and i was a failure in making the sides..haha and my peanuts kept dropping out..it was funny..i've stop doing cause my shoulder hurts..haha and partly im lazy too la..haha aunt ann didnt bring socks over:( i miss that lil'thing..haha they got a new cat too..she kept saying it's really adorable and all..i've yet to see him/her..dont know it's name or sex..ahah didnt ask..okay had curry for lunch cause marilyn was carving for it..yeah it was good but was kinda oily which made me sick-bleah-okay..school is starting tml..dreading it..cause something else is also gona take place tml..cant say what isit here cause it's kinda personal..but i hope all goes well..okay i guess this is all..you peeps take care..cheers!

Friday, January 28, 2005

11:41 PM

today was okay i guess?msn was shitting on me..was suppose to come online la..she was online..and the fucking msn was just shitting on me..argh!!!it pissed me off so badly okay..argh!!!okay..i shall cool down..but it pissed me off so badly i wanted to smash my computer..okay..haha enough crap..i was dead tired today..slept during lessons..was damn tired cause i went to the airport yesterday to send my cousin jill off..she's so cute..she didnt want to leave so my auntie had to pull her away from the chair..she was crying..haha got home at around 11plus..ben and eve came over to take their stuff at last..cause melissa had passed me some stuff when i went to NZ to pass to em..well slept around 12 12plus?oh whatever..was so tired i had to drag myself outta bed..my tummy was killing me too..it hurt so badly..i was complaining to nisha..okay i was kinda late today again i seriously hate running up and stuff..its gona kill me soon..haha oh well..what to do?i have been waking up at 630 these days..haha anyway..i sat in for track today..had to rest my hip..it's kinda the same?i can feel the pain even more..went to town with char,ling,melly,chess and sarah peh..watch sumkamania with them..it was good..but i hold the cam for char till my shoulders hurt and are aching..haha but its okay la..i was so happy she came back la..see that char??i was so happy she came back la haha o well..im kinda tired..gona go to bed soon..got tuition tml..how sucky eh?haha okay..cheers people..much love
"im the one who wants to be with you deep inside i hope you'll feel it too"

Monday, January 24, 2005

9:38 PM

today was okay i guess?actually not really com to think of it..it sucked most of the day cause i was so sleepy i kept falling asleep during lessons and stuff..it was dead boring..esp bio..nothing went into my head..im dead..lucky i have tuition to save me..i didnt go for track..i felt so bad..but i wasnt in the mood cause of some reasons..i told leslie i wasnt going and i went off to meet my mom and sister..got sarah peh and chess to follow me cause i needed people around..i felt so lousy..lucky i had someone to msg..haha;) okay anyway..my hip still hurts..my mom said the bone is burised..it should be okay soon..well i sure do hope so..sigh..if only i wasnt so clumsy..i knocked my head during shower too..i bend over to take something and i stood up hittiong my head..it fucking hell hurt la..now i have a burise on my head and my hip..what luck eh?oh well..towning with mum and sis was fun..we bought alot of stuff..haha we went to granny's place for dinner after that..dinner was good!cause granny cooked me and my sisters fave chicken soup..haha i love it okay!it's the best chicken soup i've ever drank..okay..enough of that..nothing much to say..feeling kinda disappointed in someone who i treated as a dad..doubt she'll read this..oh well..even if she does..she proberly treats me as someone else..oh well..you all take care..cheers..

Saturday, January 22, 2005

11:58 PM

todaywas okay..woke up around 830 to 9 like that to get ready to meet cheryl to baby sit her sister and friends..it's her younger sister mind you..haha her sister clara is so funny..her mum and older sister too la..haha okay..we even had to play catching..dont laugh..haha it was like the old days..haha anyway..i fell off the chair yesterday night cause my hp dropped and i was reaching for it..i fell right on my bloodly hip..thanks alot..it hurted like hell and it still does..sigh..i better go see a Doc before the same thing happens..i dont wish to re-call that time..sigh..it really hurts alot now infact..felt like killing myself at that split second i fell..i cant believe i was so careless..to hurt somewhere that would be importen to me cause of track..sigh..if it doesnt get better..i swear im gona cry..not being a sissy or a baby..but i cant afford to miss nationals this year again..last year was cause of a high fever..im not gona let anything get in the way this time..nationals has been what im working and training so hard for..it's all i've been waiting..im gona go into semis at least..okay..anyway..after baby sitting..i went to meet chelsy,anissa and two of their friends..sorry i know it so doesnt link with the hip fall la..but sorry..haha okay..not funny..my sis gona cut hair tml..asked me along..hope my dear mother allow la..haha okay..i dont know what to say anymore..you all take care and give me your blessing on my hurting hip..loves

Friday, January 21, 2005

1:15 AM

today is one hell of a day..for the start i had four freaking lesson of home econs with mrs chu..it sucked la..cause she was like moodswinging?she keeps picking on zenn..like some crazy ass..joyceh jacked her after that and it was really funny..haha i was falling asleep during her lesson cause it was just boring me out..after that we had chinese and maths..it was okay..went to meet chelsy and her clique to solve some problem for em..okay i didnt do much at all actually..i just kinda got the ball rolling..anyway..enough of that..went home with chess..was dead tired..anissa and chelsy went somewhere else so they took the second train..i came home and i showered..talked on the phone for awhile..watched tv and went to take my nap..was suppose to have tuition at 730pm..but mel couldnt make it..so she changed it to tml at 3pm..i guess it's okay..not like i have anything on..so went to china town with mom,dad and granny..got sarah pei to join me as i was bored to tears..it was kinda croweded but i believe nearing the chinese new year season it's gona be much worst..oh well we talked alot and i didnt take dinner..wasnt feeling good and didnt feel like eating..i saw this dog at china town which looked like my baby coffee!but it was huge okay!!haha i like it..i want a dog that big next time too..haha okay enough said..came home at around 11plus..kinda tired..but gotto go fold the clothes as i know my dear sister wouldnt wana do it after coming back from her party which she had to go to to ditch me..okay..thats all..cheers!

hey to jiarui and all those who was talking to mr sng..
"cheer up!!!":))))))))))))))

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

9:14 PM

school was alright..but i found out about something which pissed me off and made me disappointed..oh well i dont think i wana talk about it..today was okay i guess?i dont really know what to blog about..track was really relaxing today..didnt do much..talked alot to jiarui about stuff..haha i dont know what to talk about anymore..you girls take care..loves

Saturday, January 15, 2005

9:12 PM

today was okay..but it was kinda hot and i was wearing black la..ahah went out with chelsy and nithiya..it was the most embarrassing day for both me and chelsy la..haha shall not say anymore about it..went hunting for ms cheryl teo's cap..but i cant find it..walked round queensway so many times to look for it..o well..gona go else where to look..im so bored..there's simple life two later..gona catch it!!haha o yeah..and i am so looking forward to monday..im kinda disappointed with someone who i trusted so much..im very very disappointed in fact..yeah..cheers..

Friday, January 14, 2005

11:26 PM

today was okay..had training when im having my red flag?cheryl couldnt come for training at first..but suddenly she was like hi mabel!haha and i was like yay you here?!haha not alone anymore..cause simone ditched me..whatever la..im not gona believe her and her im coming for training anymore..whatever the reason may be..o well..training wasnt too bad..but today's weather was kinda hot..haha and we did alot of running in the field..but there were other CCAs..and we were all having the trails..it was good..they were okay..im kinda tired..mum cleaned the house..she was unfair again..o well..tml im gona go out with chelsy and nithiya..then out with chess to get MY.angeL's present!:)))))))okay i've spoken enough..cheers

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

10:11 PM

it's been a long time since i last updated i guess?have been really busy and too tired to come online..besides i dont wish to fight with marilyn over the computer..but tonight is different cause she called her friends over to play mahjong..haha so it's lucky me..she's gona go back next month on the 11th..sigh..im gona miss her..i miss mel and lil jed and jazza!i cant wait to go back there again..today was down to help with the tsunami packing..it was good..i felt great doing a good deed..haha okay im crapping..but i missed training and it's the sec1 trails!!like wtf..i've been waiting for that to see who are the ones who are keen on joining our big family!:)i put on 4kg..what shit is that..my mum said i told you your eating too much rubbish..so im now on a freaking diet if i can keep to it..or i'll become a fat pig..haha what am i saying?i am already a fat asshole..haha there's tuition tml..kinda dreading it..o well..i have no choice..i have been feeling guilty these few days cause i have not really been studying..okay my bad..i have to start before it's far too late..i cant stay back like i always say..okay..i guess i better stop here..take care..love you all

Sunday, January 09, 2005

9:18 PM

here to update again..nothing much happen today..woke up and went straight to watch mtv..haha ironed my school uniform..blar blar..watched the news on the tsunami thingie..it's really sad..oh well..done my homework..those i know only cause i believe that we have somemore just that i have not heard of..haha there's track tml i cant wait to get fit again!!haha i feel so fat eating so much..i cant seem to stop eating..okay anyway..i dont know what to say anymore..so cheers people!

Saturday, January 08, 2005

8:36 PM

the campfire was okay..wasnt too bad..haha my voice is also okay..i didnt lose it all..haha i miss the sec1 girls i got to know though and my class rocked okay!!hahaha okay..im still very tired after the campfire night..cause had to go tuition early in the morning..it was okay too..gona sleep in tml!!nothing much to say actually..so..bye

Monday, January 03, 2005

8:40 PM

okay all thanks to my purple angel CHARLOTTE i now have a really cool blog with the black and white nike spikes shoes big enough for me to look at everyday..ahhaa!that's one of the spike shoes i like..and i just might get it:))but it needs to be shipped into s'pore..so..i'll see about it..haha o well..today was the first day of school..mum still send me in the end cause it was raining..my mum's the best!:D we had to bring the sec1s to the audi which was a great task running up and down..ahha it suck..okay..was very happy to see some of my friends who i have not seen for ages!haha i hugged shermine my dear daughter so tight la!!i missed her SO much..my tummy have been hurting alil too..cause of the wind thing..yeah yeah..it's caused by the gastric problems i have:(im gona sleep early tonight..i couldnt sleep last night which totally suck..i was so tired today and i and ateeqah brought the sec1s class 1mm around the school..haha they were nice i would say..:))can remember afew girls from my pri sch but not their names..the only girl who i can remember was jaey lim..haha not from my school but i like her name..haha and i LOVE HER TANNED OKAY!!!!she looks damn good with that tanned..haha it's really like copper..haha okay not that bad..but it's nice tanned colour..she was in tennis before so i guess that explains..haha o well..i shall keep my eyes to myself..LOL!!okok shant be sick anymore..i just thought her tanned was good thats all..lol..cheers!

Sunday, January 02, 2005

6:13 PM

hello hello hello people!
this is PURPLE ANGEL invading!
wah hah.

this is Mabel's new url.
and her new TEMPLATE.
done by [ahem]
YOURS TRULY.
:D

yayy!

hey Manager, study hard ok.
thanks for all the VENOMM times and memories.
take care of yourself pls.
i'll miss you.

+ char